Its more than just a word or even just a feeling
Its heavier than that
Like have you ever done something and later dwell on the fact that you could have done better
The weight that you carry after
Weighs on your entire day
Picking up a pen to write is too heavy when your already carrying
The marks written on every mistake you constantly try to correct
You end up only focusing on what you miss instead of the lesson learned
Shame
Questions questions questions
Buts its too loud in this weight room
Forget the classroom
Too busy trying to write with this weight on my mind
To find that the answer is in how
I let go
Even though it weighs heavy
Consumes the whole page
With toxic habits that cause you to drop everything
Just to back out all together
Forgetting
Its all in your head
Shame
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