Not too long ago I thought that God wasn’t real
poor erratic hopelessness without a father
living on the edge of a stereotype
So marginalized
I began to stray
Until i was lost
Before i knew it I was on my own looking for my Father because I wanted him to show me where to go
Why am I going through trial after trial? why is the world so jaded?
WHY. why do i have to ask why!
The whys got so big I couldn't see what God was showing me
I couldn't see... I didn't know where to turn
So I began to stray
This time I almost fell apart
Trying to put myself together
doing everything on my own
Because I believed I didn't need a Father
recently
I let doubt slip in
when my brother passed
But this time instead of straying
I stopped pulling for questions and started looking
To see what God was doing
And i finally seen that He was guiding me the whole time
“When i look back over my life and i realize i made it”
I've be restored
Through my resilience
To use my strength for good
To practice sufficient sabbath even in the midst of a storm
To steady my perspective
God showed me he was real when I started looking to Him
And now his blessings are all around me
Im here! I made it through
But there are still times when I just cant see what God is telling me to do next
Or its confusing
What re energized us
What inspires us is in the word
How to see God in everything
Your never too far away to come back and see all of the blessings God has for you
When it gets blurry, pray
There is a blessing knowing Through the doubtful fearful mess peace is next
Have faith
Romans chapter 12 verse 12
Rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing instant in prayer
I am renewed
Comentários