Letting go to let God

Letting go to let God

I’m looking at a cut so deep

A wound so fresh

So it seems

I’m too weak to receive what God has sent to me

I’m looking down at the scar

How can I possibly trust that it won’t get deeper

It doesn’t hurt anymore because it’s numb

The only reminder is the work it takes to keep it clean

sanitized and healed

The work it takes to stay in a posture of healing

Still Feels vulnerable

How do you let some one help you stay safe

When you created the medicine with your blood sweat and tears

I can’t handle the mistake that caused the pain the work is making me even more fragile than before

I can do it all because I worked hard for the potion

But at the same time I don’t have the recipe

What does it take to believe that love heals all wounds

Faith

Grace says with all that you know

With all that you’ve been through

In all that you have done

Let go let God

Try again

You have the resilience now to do it better