Fear of commitment
Everything fell through
Money is tight
Loss after loss
Emotional wall
Hurt hurting the hurt
It’s not daddys fault
It’s not mommy’s fault
It’s trauma
I won’t ever call you a name out of the one that shows your grace
i still want the best for you
I’ll love you no matter what
Attitude I slip and pass onto you
I got your back
I got pride I’m learning to put aside
Weak learning to be vulnerable
But the past it haunts me
So much I can’t even imagine a brighter future for my seed
Generation after generation the flower has been growing
The same painful stems
Love confused for presence
Presence caused affliction
Now The flower is wilted
When all it needed was to be watered with love that embodies
Understanding
Care
Comfort
Value
How can you water care when your faith is dry and no example for miles
Tears ,disorder and detachment
Instead of being watered by the world
This flower got some water from the spirit
Found something
The other flowers didn’t know they needed
Care and comfort are like the sun
You know you need it.
Value and understanding are like water it’s the love you never knew you needed until it quenches your being
My situation isn’t ideal
My mind isn’t either
But just like a flower
We’re striving for growth
Breaking the generational withering
There are days when life is kicking me and Grace is too but the spirit tells me break it for her, she deserves to see the sun just as much as any rose with thorns ❤️
Inspite of the tears flowing down my face
Inspite of not having the picture perfect family I thought I’d have for her
Inspite of the discomfort, the wilting
Let her be the comfort
Hug her
Tell her you love her because sometimes watering isn’t enough
Let her find validation in you
Nurture her with play
Let her cry
Water her where she’s wilting
One day your gonna need to cry to her
These are things you don’t realize you need until your digging for water just to survive
Whether you’re in a hole, shelter, or a home this will help light a fire
When you feel like giving up
That’s your seed, bless them with the spirit
I owe it to my babies to love them through the storm and the storm is raging…
It’s Not easy to break what a generation built
They don’t teach that in school
And they definitely don’t teach you that in church
That’s why I listen to Michael Todd 😜
..…
rooted grace
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